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I was 15 the First Time

Thrown back, scared, frozen, soaked in tears, lost time, confused, alone, lost and pained. I seen myself. I was 15 the first time. I was chasing someone else’s pills with someone else’s booze. I was never alone and I don’t think anybody ever knew. I tried so many times, but rather than dying I built up resistance. How? Why? I […]

What If It’s Me

What if it’s me? My Mum tried to suffocate me What if it’s me? My Dad left me What if it’s me? My brother left me What if it’s me? It must be What if it’s me? He hurts me What if it’s me? He touches me? What if it’s me? She beats me What if it’s me? He rapes […]